Rindu.....

Salam semua...

At this particular moment, im missing sooo much things, sooo much. Banyak benda berlegar-legar dalam kepala. Looking back, somehow i rasa masa berlalu begitu cepat sekali. Setiap tahun umur meningkat, make me wonder, what have i done these past 28 years, apa best achievement i did? Masih adakah esok? Did i done my best towards my family? my husband? my friends, my students?

I miss my family. Bukan tak seronok bila dah berdua ni, cuma, somehow, i miss all those moments i spent with my siblings. Kami orang susah, my father lost his job, due to unstable economy stattus. Luckily my mom serves the goverment, she's a teacher. My moom sacrifices a lot to raise the seven of us. Orang paling garang yang pernah i jumpa, beside my husband is my mom. Mungkin, kepayahan hidup mengubah caranya mendidik kami tujuh beradik. Budak2 sedang membesar, memang banyklah kerenahnya, and i do admit, memang kami agak nakal, but still well-behaved back then. Cara didikan mama yang tegas, tapi penyayang buat kami bertujuh jadi ORANG, menghormati orang tua, pandai bawa diri and somehow, ok di dapur. As for me, since im the eldest, i learnt to take responsibilities at a very young age. I start jaga budak kecil since my third sister. My mom berpantang semua di rumah, kami yang jaga, so i learnt mandikan baby, feed them and everything since im 13 years old. Lucky for me, semua adik-adik yang membesar dengan tangan i, tak pernah melawan cakap alongnya ni.... I miss my mom soooo much right now. Mama dah banyak berubah, dah tak garang macam dulu, dah cool. Tahun ni, mam pencen. Well, she should, dah teruk dia kerja, sekarang time rehat2. I dunno why i wrote this, dunno why im missing her sooo much. I wanted to call her and tell her, tapi macam malu pulak ;p

My parent

All the ladies in da ' house

This was taken last raya

Me and my siblings. Im the eldest, with 5 sisters and a brother

P/S: rindu nak kemas rumah malam raya sampai pagi, rindu nak buat kuih sampai 3,4 am the g sahur kedai mamak, rindu nak ke 7-eleven pagi raya.... rindunya......